My Best Friend

I love you. I don't want to ask anything of you, because you're already too special for me. I know it's been hard being my best friend, because you go through every hurt I go through, maybe more hurt I go through, but i guess that's what best friends are for. I know you and me are really different, but i guess opposites attract, and our lives wouldn't be that interesting if we're two of the same people. But different people have different opinions, and i know we fight a lot sometimes because of that. :P I know we had our really tough ups and downs, but i want you to know I would always be there for you. If you turn evil, i'll turn evil too :P And I know i can be a real selfish and insensitive bitch sometimes, but i guess no one's perfect. Part of being best friends are accepting their good sides and their bad sides. And when we're fighting, i just can't stand you hating me, cause you mean the world to me... I just want to say how sooo much i love you my crazy bitch.. and i hope we won't grow apart.. ever.

The truth is everyone is going to hurt you...

Today, I saw a young boy on the train. He was wild and full of life and was rolling on the floor of the train like there's no tomorrow. He had no care of the world, and what people would think of him, he was just having the time of his life. I miss those times, the times of a childhood where troubles did not exist, where we only cried over silly things, where we played and played with not a care of the world and the people surrounding us, and lived for the sole purpose of having fun. But now, our world has grown into such a bigger, complicated world, where a word or a phrase can cut us so deeply, our hearts break into pieces. A world where misery and pain is easily touched upon. A world where we are judged and shunned. A world that is full of suffering, betrayal and endless hurt. I miss the times, the times where you know everything's going to be alright, that bad things won't happen to you because it just doesn't. The times where worries are swept away by just a kiss or comfort from parents. The times where we are who we are, and we don't hide ourselves, we let them out, good or bad. I miss the times where we are constantly protected, where we are shielded from hurtful thoughts. The times where all we have to do is LIVE.