Thursday, 17 November 2011

Bad Relationships =(


Well, relationships are complicated things. I've had a handful of them. The first boyfriend I had in Perth, started... how do you say it? Hmm... A mixture of uncertainty, excitement, awkwardness and passion. I didn't expect to get a boyfriend so fast,   I couldn't believe it myself. Well this love story didn't end up happily ever after, it ended up with broken hearts and friendship caused by a back-stabbing awful betrayal by what used to be one of my closest friends, I thought I could trust her, but you know what? She thought meh, I'm single, I have the right to like him. And the weird thing is, I wasn't full on mad at my ex, i still liked him even though he fell for another girl, is that crazy? I wanted to hate her, to never let this go but it was to tiring, hate can't solve this, I forgave her. The wound is healed but it is still scarred.But I don't regret it , except my first kiss, I wanted it to be a special moment, it wasn't. This was just a bump along the road, it was an experience for me, to watch out for other bumps on the road. You learn from failure and sooner or later success will come your way.  

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